Jan 18, 2015 22:45:00 GMT -5 via mobile
Post by Deleted on Jan 18, 2015 22:45:00 GMT -5
"Who says, who says your not perfect? Who says your not worth it?."
this is me in the flesh,
NICKNAME(S): Little Estel
POSITION: free-roamer (maybe Dominor when she's older)
taste the sky,
AGE: 1 years old
BREED: Arctic Wolf x Great Plains Wolf
HEIGHT: 30 inch
APPEARANCE: Meet little Estel. She is an Arctic Wolf and Great Plains Wolf mix. Arctic wolves are the shortest wolves but doesn't mean they aren't big. Great Plains wolves are a heavy set build. More power than speed. Estel is pretty small despite her Arctic Wolf bloodline and her age. She's smaller then what a female wolf her age should be. She gets her small size from her Great Plains blood who are sleeker then Arctic wolves. Estel has thick fur that makes her look like a little fur ball. (Or a Pomeranian/wolf). Her fur for the most part is completely pure white like the snow except from around her muzzle and eyes which make her look like a dark grey masked ghost. Her body is small but sleek and easily maneuverable. Her eyes are almost shaped and a light amber colored framed with thick black eyelashes (yes wolves have eyelashes). Her nose is cute and little and black. Although her body is covered with massive fluff that makes it hard to tell her body structure asides from her size and her legs which are smaller then bornal which makes it hilarious to watch her try to keep up with larger wolves who have longer legs. Her facial features are quite feminine, elegant, and sharp but cute all the same.
thoughts that make me go insane,
PERSONALITY: She's so cute! Yep that's Estel for you. Because of her small size others think her none threatening and over look her easily enough. Estel is just the sweetest little think you could meet. She's ultra fluffy and cuddle able and loves to cuddle and play around with others. She's very curious and likes to explore but much prefers the company of others. She's naive but a quick learner. And because of her easy going and affectionate personality she gets attached to people very easily. And it's almost impossible to get mad at her, especially whenever she gives you those teary eyes puppy eyes. But even if she's not really a pup. she still acts like it. Estel is very sensitive. But she still has time to grow up. She's often seeking out the comfort of males instead of females. It's not to say that she's against females but since she grew up with only male attention she can remember she finds them better company. She loves everyone, hostile or friendly. She has a stronger attachment emotion to males. As no one is perfect Little Estel has her moments. When she's not happy, instead of using words she'll nip at whatever body part she can reach and give you a menacing glare which is anything but. She doesn't often speak but instead communicates through little noises and her eyes or facial expressions. This makes people believe she's mute but in fact she can talk and her voice is timid but melodic like a fairy's. She also suffers from a paranoia of being left alone and abandoned so whenever she is she will wail pitifully until someone comes to comfort her, also the only one person who can calm her down whenever she is one one of her little panic episodes is the one she's most attached to.
all over my shoulder,
HISTORY: Estel's story is sad. It all started with Estel's parents. She never knew her mother or her siblings. Her only family was her father. Shades who was a Great Plains wolf. The story that Estel was told when she was younger whenever she asked her father about her mommy was that Estel's mother died and she never had any siblings to begin with which was far from the truth.Truth was that Estel's mother was forcefully bred with Shades and fled whenever she gave birth to Estel and her three siblings. She took off with her three pups leaving Estel, who was the runt. With Shades. Estel's father wasnt exactly a kind wolf. He was pretty mean, a Dominor who owned lots of slaves in a rogue pack. But Estel never knew that. The first month of her life Estel was given to a slave she wolf who had pups of her own to nurse. Shades wasnt exactly father material so he didn't bother with Estel. Some anti-slavery group attacked Shades group one day and either killed or scattered the group. Shades managed to flee with Estel where they lived in the woods alone together. Over that times Shades grew to love his little she-pup. It was nice, until the accident.
Estel grew up pretty content with her father even if she didn't understand why he was so detached from her. But within her 4th month of life both of them where utterly in love with each other. They where together everywhere. Estel going and sitting in sidelines as she watched her father hunt. It was like paradise; until tragic struck like an unforeseen storm. It was like any other day, Estel was in their den asleep when Shades decided to go hunt for their breakfast and allow her to sleep some more. Only she woke up to find him still gone. This is where the first sees of fear was planted in her soul. Hours past, and he still didn't return. Only when the moon was out side he come stumbling back covered in wounds and blood soaked his fur. There wasnt anything the little one could do. It was morning when she found his still body that she pressed up against. Him having bled to death in the night. She was forced to leave him and go on her own. Here is where she got paranoid about being alone. She had only one family and he was dead. What else could an inexperienced pup like her do? Or go for that matter? It was answered when an old wolf happened to pass by and find her. They lived together until Estel was a year old. Being old the wolf who took her in sent her to the nearest pack available. The Irrissin Pack where she hopes will accept her